That feeling you get when you haven't seen your best friend in forever and she doesn't want to meet up.. At all.. I sometimes feel so fucking lonely. I guess I'm terrified of us losing contact. Then I'd be all alone..
I just wish I had someone I could meet with and have fun with.. Like once every other week.. Just hang out and do whatever.. Why does it hurt so much? I know I have my sister and I love her so much but it'd be nice to have someone outside the family.. Must be a horribly boring person.
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